Friday, June 10, 2005

Passing storm...

Everybody's angry. Feel it like perfectly-shattered shards of recompense. I am like the burned out sky. I can't help but wonder...why me? Why this empty bottle of brains? Why this heavy lock of loneliness? But I am tinsel-thin and floating on all of these marks...so the answers don't really matter, now do they? Keep nailing me together; I'll keep falling apart.

"We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message."

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

You read that book? That is so bad ass.. so fucking bad ass. I haven't read any of their other books.. though I almost bought the Jesus and the Goddess one.. I will have to get the others they wrote.

I love your writing. I really do.
..and I always want to hear your ranting.

"You smiled like an angel.. (falling from grace)."


- the Nolan

11:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Who might be going to Freaquency in NYC august 6th?

I don't know who.

- the Nolan

"Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything.."

10:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Everyone's angry and everyone's depressed and everyone's everything. We just have to stick with it and somehow weather the storm and hope that things will end up feeling better.(They usually do) Nothing can be done about the things that nature does to her inhabitants but she gives us several things to help cope with what she does:

Hope
Family
Friends
Silence
The ability to be happy
Emotion

Without these and many others, we would all fall apart very fast. We wouldn't last 2 days on this earth, so if you're lucky enough to have even two of these, be thankful.

~N

11:06 PM  

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